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Alone by myself

kyradurr

Updated: Mar 20, 2021


Today was not a bad day. I started my day with my normal prayer. As the day progressed, I started to look at myself. My success in my role and I started to analyze it. One could categorize accomplishing educational degrees and marriage at the age of as being successful. Yes, I am grateful for the things that God has provided and allowed me to accomplish, but I often think of what now? How do I live up the idea of being labeled successful? I do not have the answer. What I do know is that God is real and that he continues to show up for me when I am at my highest and lowest. I started to feel alone on my job, as I often do. God allows us to be placed in certain areas during certain seasons. I believe this season for me is the season of uncomfortability, assurance and strength. I am often told that I am the life of the party, but a secret that I have kept for a while is that I struggle with confidence. I am my worst critic and can tend to get in my own way. This is a transparent moment for me. For so long, I was comfortable at a job that I was constantly recognized and excelled in. To the point where I stayed for close to 10years. I did not see any more growth, so I left. My leap of faith and strength in trusting God has taught me more in 2years, than 10. Yes,10! The uncomfortable season for me is a challenge and it is not over. I sometimes feel alone on my new job, but can never forget who is with me. GOD. If I look back on today, as soon as I started to feel uncertain, lonely, or in doubt; I should have called on God first. Rather than vent to others. I Thank God for my husband. He pours into me when I am up and down. He is the greatest gift that God has provided me. Today when I felt alone, I was reminded by my husband that not only is he with me, but God is as well. Forever and ever. As I reflect on today, I know that everything that happened was for a reason. I am hoping that this post can help someone who is feeling alone. Please know that you are not! A scripture that helped me make it through today was Deuteronomy 31:6 “be strong and of a good courage, fear not nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee. God is here forever and always!

-Peace, Love, Blessings




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Mary Hampton
Mary Hampton
21 mars 2021

Wow! That was inspiring, so many times people see us on the outside and never know the inward struggles...but God! Stay encouraged.

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lisaprestonhaslerig
19 mars 2021

Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. God is always with you!

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